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    September 23

    . . .נυѕт вє¢αυѕє. . .

    Just because - I'm bitchy doesn’t mean I'm a bitch

    Just because - I'm quiet doesn’t mean I don’t have alot to say

    Just because - I appear happy doesn’t mean everything’s ok.

    Just because - I'm *sarcastic* doesn’t mean I don’t take things seriously.

    Just because - I forgive doesn’t mean I forget.

    Just because - I don't listen to your problems doesn’t mean I don’t care.

    Just because - I'm gullible doesn’t mean I can be cheated.

    Just because - I'm *stubborn* doesn’t mean I'm not easy going.

    Just because - I don't study doesn’t mean I'm stupid.

    Just because - I don't show my feelings doesn’t mean I don’t have any.

    Just because - I *hate my life* doesn’t mean I'm suicidal.

    Just because - I don’t love you doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings for you.

    Just because - I'm honest doesn’t mean I'm outspoken.

    Just because - I'm not like you doesn’t mean I'm weird.

    Just because - I'm unsure doesn’t mean I'm afraid

    August 13

    вιg иєωѕ!!!

    Ima be a mummy again  I am 5 weeks pregnant to my gorgeous baby Corey we are so excited to be having our 1st baby together. I am hoping for a daughter this time but like most dad's Corey wants a son lol. But either sex will do as long as it's healthy. My whole family is excited and so is my closest friend Francene she can't wait to be an aunty again. I have picked out my girls name even though Corey don't like it but i am sure in time he will get used to it...Tiana Emily Jade Thomas but i haven't exactly decided on the Jade part yet lol and the boys name is still undecided but i have picked a name that i like hehe...Phoenix Alexander Kenneth Thomas as you can tell i like unusual names but Corey likes plain names like Emily and Jade or Ben for a boy but nah that aint gonna happen i'm the one carrying the baby for 9 months so ima fight for my baby names hehe. I Am So Excited.

    July 17

    ∂αиι ¢αℓιfσяиια

    му fανє ян¢ρ ѕσиg
     

    Gettin' born in the state of Mississippi
    Poppa was a copper and mamma was a hippie
    In Alabama she was swinging hammer
    Price you gotta pay when you break the panarama

    She never knew that there was anything more than poor
    What in the world does your company take me for

    Black bandana sweet Louisiana
    Robbin' on a bank in the state of Indiana
    She's a runner, rebel and a stunner
    Come on every way saying baby what ya gonna

    Lookin' down the barrel of a hot metal 45
    Just another way to survive

    [Chorus:]
    California rest in peace
    Simultaneous release
    California show your teeth
    She's my priestess, I'm your priest
    Yeaaah, yeaaah

    She's a lover, baby and a fighter
    Should've seen her coming when it got a little brighter
    With a name like Dani California
    The day was gonna come when I was gonna morn ya
    A little loaded she was stealing another breath
    I love my baby to death

    [Chorus]

    Who knew the other side of you
    Who knew that all this time you've been
    Too true to say good bye to you
    Too true to say say say

    Pustribator, gifted animator,
    One for the now and living for the later
    Never made it up to Minnesota
    North Dakota man was a gunnin' for the quota
    Down in the badlands she was saving the best for last
    It only hurts when I laugh
    Gone too fast...

    [Chorus 2x]

    July 03

    2 ∂αуѕ тιℓ му ¢яυмму вιятн∂αу

    ι ∂σит ωαииα gєт σℓ∂єя ffѕ
    June 11

    ι ℓσνє уσυ

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    ѕανιи мє'-иι¢кєℓвα¢к

    Prison gates won't open up for me
    On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
    Oh, I reach for you
    Well I'm terrified of these four walls
    These iron bars can't hold my soul in
    All I need is you
    Come please I'm callin'
    And oh I scream for you
    Hurry I'm fallin'

    [CHORUS]
    Show me what it's like
    To be the last one standing
    And teach me wrong from right
    And I'll show you what I can be
    Say it for me
    Say it to me
    And I'll leave this life behind me
    Say it if it's worth saving me

    Heaven's gates won't open up for me
    With these broken wings I'm fallin'
    And all I see is you
    These city walls ain't got no love for me
    I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
    And oh I scream for you
    Come please I'm callin'
    And all I need from you
    Hurry I'm fallin'

    [CHORUS]

    Hurry I'm fallin'
    May 29

    gσιиg αωαу...уαу

       
     

    YaY i am sooooo happy. I am going to see Mah Babe Corey on Friday and i cant wait coz i miss him soooooooooooo much. I have been waiting since the day he left to be able to see him again and finally in 5 days i get to see him. I am soooooo excited i can't stop smiling hehe. I feel like a love-sick teenager LmaO.

         
    May 25

    нαρρу вιятн∂αу ¢נ

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    Mah Spunky LiL CJ Babes

    Hope ur day has been as great as you are and hope u had gotten everything that u wished for and more. Hope you got your P's. Talk to ya at ur part 2morrow night Babes n Happy Birthday!!

    May 24

    уσυ...4 ¢σяєу

     

    You I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

    σffѕρяιиg-gσиє αωαу

    ∂ιѕ ιѕ мє αи∂ ¢σяєу'ѕ ѕσиg!!!!!!!!!!!

    Maybe in another life
    I could find you there
    Pulled away before your time
    I can't deal it's so unfair

    And it feels
    And it feels like
    Heaven's so far away
    And it feels
    Yeah it feels like
    The world has grown cold
    Now that you've gone away

    Leaving flowers on your grave
    Show that I still care
    But black roses and Hail Mary's
    Can't bring back what's taken from me
    I reach to the sky
    And call out your name
    And if I could trade
    I would

    And it feels
    And it feels like
    Heaven's so far away
    And it stings
    Yeah it stings now
    The world is so cold
    Now that you've gone away.

    May 22

    нαρρу вιятн∂αу zєкєу

    нαρρу вιятн∂αу zєкєу
    I would just like to wish my beautiful Babyboy Zeke a very Happy 4th Birthday...I Love You

    ι мιѕѕ ¢σяєу

    LAST PERSON WHO...

    x. Slept in your bed?: My son Zeke

    x. Saw you cry?: Corey

    x. Made you cry:? Corey

    x. Told you they loved you?: My son Zeke

    x. You shared a drink with?: My son Zeke

    x. You went to the movies with?: My son Zeke, Anne & Warren

    x. You went to the mall with?: Corey

    x. Yelled at you?: My son Zeke

    x. Sent you an e-mail?: My sister Kim

    x. Sent you a text message?: Court

    HAVE YOU EVER...

    x. Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes

    x. Given someone a bath?: Yes My son Zeke

    x. Broken a bone?: Nope

    x. Gotten in a fight with your pet?: Nope

    x. Broken the law?: Nope

    x. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes

    x. Gone skinny dipping?: Nope

    x. Made yourself throw-up?: Nope

    x. Been to California?: Nope

    x. Been to Hawaii?: Nope

    x. Been to Mexico?: Nope

    x. Been to China?: Nope

    x. Been to Canada?: Nope

    x. Danced naked?: Nope

    x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: Nope

    x. Wish you were the opposite sex?: Yes

    x. Had an imaginary friend?: Yes

    x. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes

    x. What book are you reading now?: Queen of the Damned-Anne Rice

    x. Worst feeling in the world?: Losing someone you love

    x. Future son's name?: Draven Alexander

    X. Future daughter's name?: Tyeisha Jaide

    x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Nope

    x. What's under your bed?: Nothing

    x. Favorite sport to watch?: Ice-Hockey

    x. Siblings?: Yes 2 sisters

    x. Location?: My bedroom LoL

    x. College plans?: Nope

    x. Piercings/tattoos?: Yes Nose and Ears and 3 Tats

    STUFF...

    x. Do you do drugs?: HELL NO!!!

    x. What country would you most like to visit?: New Zealand

    x. Who are your good friends?: Ronnie, Corey, Anne, Francene, Elisse, Meka, Izzy, Treli, Roni, Courtney and Gwen

    x. What are you most scared of?: Spiders and Losing my son

    x. What clothes do you sleep in?: Pj's

    x. Where do you want to get married?: On the beach

    x. Who do you really hate?: Sarah (stupid fuckin whore she is)

    x. Been in Love?: Yes

    x. Do you drive?: No

    x. Do you have a job?: No

    x. Do you like being around people?: Yes

    x. Are you for world peace?: Yes

    x. What kind of shampoo do you use?: OC-Organic Care

    EXTRA STUFF...

    x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?: Yes

    x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did?: Yes

    x. Want someone you don't have right now?: Yes

    x. Which do you prefer, gold or silver?: Both LoL

    x. Are you lonely right now?: Yes

    x. Which do you prefer, long or short hair? Either

    x. Have you ever been called a tease?: Nope

    x. Have you ever been drunk?: Yes

    x. Are you left or right handed?: Right

    x. Your best physical feature?: My nails

    x. Do you prefer Pepsi or Coke?: Pepsi

    x. Do you prefer McDonalds or Burger King?: McDonalds

    x. Which is better, single or group dates?: Group

    x. Vanilla or chocolate?: Chocolate

    x. Do you swear?: Yes

    x. Do you shower daily?: Yes

    x. Do you believe in yourself?: Sometimes

    x. Do you think you are attractive?: Nope

    x. Are you a health freak?: Nope

    x. Do you like thunderstorms?: Yes

    x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot?: Flaunt It-TV Rock featuring Seany

    x. Which is better, pizza or chocolate?: Chocolate

    x. What was the last movie you saw?: Dukes of Hazzard

    x. Do you want to get married?: Maybe

    x. Do you want kids?: Already have a son

    FAVOURITE...

    x. Room in house?: My room

    x. Eye colour?: Blue

    x. Favourite hair colour?: Blonde or Brown (but not on me)

    x. Type(s) of music?: Any

    x. Band(s)?: Linkin Park, Nickelback, Evanescence, Hoobastank, Good Charlotte, Green Day, Breaking Benjamin, Backstreet Boys, and Simple Plan

    x. Colour?: Purple, Pink, Blue and Black

    x. Perfume or cologne?: Perfume

    x. Month?: December

    x. Stone: Sapphire

    IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

    x. Cried?: Yes

    x. Bought something?: Yes

    x. Gotten sick?: Yes

    x. Sang?: No

    x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them?: Yes

    x. Met someone new?: Nope

    x. Missed someone?: Yes everyday

    x. Hugged someone?: Yes Corey

    x. Kissed someone?: Yes Corey

    x. What are you listening to right now?: Nothing

    May 03

    ¢αℓℓιиg υя иαмє

    foяgіvз мy зyзz foя adмiяiиg υ

    υ sτole мy нзaяτ τнз мoмзиτ i ѕaш u

    call мз cяazіі call мз іиsaиз

    вυτ зacн τімз мy нзaяτ взaτs

    iτs caℓℓiиg υя иaмз...

    April 25

    яαρтυяє

    Just a bit of useless information for ya LoL

     

    Rapture Means: a mystical experience in which the spirit is exalted to a knowledge of divine things

     
    April 24

    нαρρу вιятн∂αу яσииιє

    Ronald Alexander Millwood

    Today it's your birthday
    And though you're not near
    I had to write this poem
    To show how much I care
    I try to think of words today
    To show what I feel
    You are missed and loved forever
    And through my tears I fear
    That I never will be able to say goodbye
    These tears won't disappear
    So happy birthday my sweet Ronnie
    I really wish you were here
    Love You Forever!!!
     
    So happy Birthday My beloved BestFriend and Soul Mate...I Will Love U 4 Eva and Always
    April 23

    ωнαт ѕσиg...؟

    Makes you want to dance: Run It Remix-Chris Brown

    Makes you happy: She's The Blade-Sugarcult

    Reminds you of an ex-friend: Bitch-Meredith Brooks

    Makes you cry: Far Away-Nickelback

    Makes you sad: My Immortal-Evanescence

    Makes you laugh: Sweet Home Alabama-Eminem (version from 8 Mile)

    Makes you phase out: Ronnie-Metallica

    Wish you wrote: My Immortal-Evanescence

    You never want to hear again: Anything by Guy Sebastian

    Makes friends think of you: Cold Hard Bitch-Jet

    You once loved but got sick of: Stick Wit You-Pussycat Dolls

    You love by a band/artist you hate: Everytime-Britney Spears

    You sheepishly admit to liking: I'm Not Yet A Girl, Not Yet A Woman-Britney Spears

    Reminds you of your childhood: Hey Mickey-Tony Basil

    You love the lyrics of: Rapture-Hurt

    You used to hate but now you like: Scandolous-MisTeeq

    Is best played in the car: Run It Remix-Chris Brown

    You like to fall asleep to: First Seed-6 Pound

    You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: Memory-Sugarcult

    You love the video more than the tune: Yeah-Usher

    Reminds you of your first crush: Un-Break My heart-Tony Braxton

    You love to hear at clubs: Flirt-Pussycat Dolls

    Reminds you of your best mate: How You Remind Me-Nickelback

    Has only been released but you love already: Faded-Kate Dearaugo

    April 19

    нαρρу вιятн∂αу!!

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    Mah Deano Beany Baby

    Hope ur day has been as great as you are and hope u had gotten everything that u wished for and more. Hope u also got some Awesome waves when u went surfing :D Talk to ya soon Babes n Happy Birthday!!

    April 18

    вєѕт вυ∂ѕ

     

     

    I got your back You got mine, I'll help you out Anytime. And if you agree To never fight, It wouldn't matter Who's wrong or right. If a broken heart Needs a mend, I'll be right there To the end. If your cheeks are wet From drops of tears, Don't you worry, Let go of your fears. Hand in hand Love is sent, We'll be friends Till the end.

    April 17

    яαρтυяє ву нυят

    I am totally in love with this song  I think that it totally rocks and i also think that HURT is an Awesome band &  Hopefully u all like it as much as i do

    In the life of the wrong a love lingered on,
    Love lingered on to frustration.
    And if our love is so wrong, what should we do alone?
    Or am I just a picture in a photograph?
    Why are we stuck in this pantomime fearing a god who died?
    One who would not deny lovers?
    And I don't care what they say, if what you need is your faith,
    Then take a look at my face and know

    That till your rapture falls to pieces
    Until your rapture falls to pieces
    Find in me the room to breathe,
    Simple things like suffering
    Life had gone this way
    Life is gone this way

    Still in the life of the wrong we all moved along
    Another life evolved to gestation
    And so we made our way with the mistake we made
    But she was just a picture in the photograph

    So she walked in the baby's room
    Knowing what she should do leave me in
    Absolute horror
    She put her hand on its lip she gave it
    One last kiss
    And some tune that went

    Until your rapture falls to pieces
    Till your rapture falls to pieces
    Find in me the room to breathe,
    Simple things are suffering

    And I would and I would, destroy your god
    Yes I would if I could destroy your god
    Because you're born again
    Until you're worn again,

    Till your rapture falls to pieces
    Till your rapture falls to pieces
    Find in me the room to breathe,
    Sinful things are suffering
    Till your rapture falls to pieces
    Till your rapture falls to pieces

    But, if this must be, then burn with me
    Anything
    Just don't leave
    So find in me the room to breathe
    Sinful things are suffering
    Till your rapture falls to pieces

    She swore she heard the voice of jesus
    Telling her it was wrong to keep it
    And one more thing, it looked like me
    Back when it breathed
    Rest in peace
    Until the rapture comes to meet us

    April 15

    нσρє υ нανє α нαρρу єαѕтєя

    Thanks for dis cute Easter Spam Kathleen

     

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     Happy Easter Everyone Much Love n Hugz